#just. disgusted and horrified.
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I wish I could say I was surprised by the results of this election, but Iām not. Over and over again, groups of people in America have turned over and shown their nastiest sides ā hateful, evil, selfish, and more.
I guess the solution is to turn to grassroots organizations and efforts. Organize, make local voices heard, and enact small positive change where we can. I guess we can only do what we can do ā $5 to another Gaza fundraiser while Trump encourages Netanyahu to do his worst. Signing yet another petition on change.org. Calling my local representatives and making my voice heard. Participating in protests.
But how can I plant a garden or focus on sustainable choices when I know the president doesnāt believe in climate change? I feel like these next six years before 2030 are absolutely crucial, and we have a governing body that will continue to do absolutely nothing. I canāt get over the feeling that weāve completely doomed the human race in an irrevocable way. Weāre never going to make it to fulfilling the Paris Agreement, or turning back from the 2% increase in global temperatures that essentially dooms our society.
The NYT says that areas in North Carolina that faced the worst of Hurricane Helene shifted right. So what do they think a Republican government is going to do? Give aid? I went to a workshop all about mitigation and adaptation ā thatās what we have to focus on now, not reversal. Trump has no interest in small solutions. Trump has no interest in mitigating or adapting to anything.
There are so many horrible things that seem to be hovering right above us, waiting to drop. I hope Iām not belittling the other issues ā attacks on the lgbtq+ community, removal of womenās rights, the dehumanization of immigrants ā but I canāt help but feel climate change is the one that dooms everyone in an irreversible way, and will do so quite quickly and quietly. In the next few months, perhaps.
Iām not sure how to go into my classroom and teach the values of kindness, generosity, and respect that I hold so dearly when one of the most powerful people in the world doesnāt care about any of those, and will never display them. On Monday Iāll pull it together and walk in with a fierce positivity and hopefullness because I know my attitude matters. But Iām not really ready to do that yet.
#and Iām off to jury duty today#climate change#us politics#2024 election#just. disgusted and horrified.#words donāt really convey it#I canāt believe weāre doing this all over again#I know that he won by fractions so I canāt be angry at my neighbors who probably tried their hardest#but if you voted for trump? weāre not friends#and I hope someone kills him before the inauguration#for legal purposes this is a joke
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so itās very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that theyāre not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world itās such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously itās important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might notāāitās hard! itās scary! people will make fun of me! itās useless because thereās too much evil!ā are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesnāt get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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Guys. The shit Jake Weddle went through is fucking haunting. That shit wouldāve been on a True Crime Documentary if Mr. Beast hadnāt covered it up so very well with 100k hush money that had 40% stolen in income tax.
THIS IS PURE HORROR. THIS IS SOMETHING DESERVING OF TO PUNISH THE WORST AND ITS STILL NOT ALLOWED ON MASS MURDERERS BUT A CIVILIAN DOING SOME DUMBASS CHALLENGE FOR MONEY CAN BE PUT THROUGH WITHOUT CONSEQUENCE. WHAT THE LIVING FUCK.
Guys. Please go watch Dogpack404ās newest video and support Jakeās story on his channel. Reblog this or someone else saying a similar message. These videos are being shadow banned on youtube and the truth needs to be wide spread.
#I enjoy ādramaā and āteaā and was curious and have been following this Mr. Beast situation#this. isnāt. cancel. culture. anymore.#Mr. Beast is a fucking criminal and deserves jail time for this#If he threatens Jakeās lively hood anymore istg#Mr. Beast#dogpack404#jake weddle#I almost didnāt know what to say to his confession#It left me speechless and absolutely horrified#thereās literally no way I can express in words how bad and fucked up that is#this isnāt drama anymore#this is fucking gross negligence and torture#this is a crime scene#Jake is who stepped up to talk. imagine how many have been through similar things and havenāt.#this is so disgusting and horrifying#i just canāt express how horrible it is#reblog#important
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I know we're ignoring canon right now, but can. Can we just talk about Dabi's ending for a second? Because like. What the fuck? This guy's been suffering his entire life. From being abused by his father, to being kidnapped and experimented on while he's in a coma, just to escape and go home to find out his worst fears have come true, his family abandoned him, they never really cared. Then, he spends the next 8 years homeless, where he damages his body so much to the point he's being held together by staples? How painful was his daily life?? No wonder he wanted to die. His life was hell. And now, he spends his last days alive trapped in a fucking fish tank, in excruciating agony (you cannot tell me he isn't in any pain. He has no fucking skin left, along with his other injuries. Not to mention the emotional and psychological trauma once again inflicted on him). He doesn't get to choose whether or not he wants to keep living through this nightmare. He doesn't get to choose whether or not he wants Endeavor to visit him every day. No one asks him his opinion on any of this. They decide for him, and he doesn't have the strength left to protest. He can't move, can't talk, can't do anything. All he can do is sit there, watching on helplessly, with the knowledge that after his death, his family will once again leave him behind and forget all about him. He'll never see the League again, the only people in the world who actually loved him unconditionally and never saw him as a problem or a mistake. He has to die with the knowledge that he failed. His family won't ever truly see him as a person, and he never, not once in his life, got to be happy.
#is this stupid and incoherent? probably. im just so pissed.#the brutality of dabi's narrative is horrifying and uncomfortable#he never had a chance and the narrative blames him for it#even at the end he gets no relief. Only a horrific painful death.#oh well. maybe if he was born with a better quirk his life wouldn't have been an absolute nightmare from the moment he opened his eyes :(#sucks to be him right? anyway lets go look at the heroes smiling again :D#so disgusting that the disabled and mentally ill character ends up like this#while his abuser continues to be celebrated and supported by literally everyone#as a fellow disabled and mentally ill person: bbygrl you deserved so much better#bnha#mha#my hero academia#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#league of villains#todoroki touya#bnha dabi#bnha critical#bnha rant#anti endeavor
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IS ANYONE ELSE FEELING KIND TODAY!!! IS ANYONE ELSE FEELING GENEROUS TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE!!! IS ANYBODY ELSE BEING KIND AND TRYING TO UNDERSTAND EVEN WHEN ITS HARD!!! IS ANYONE ELSE ASSUMING THE BEST OF OTHERS INTENTIONS AND RESPONDING IN KIND!!!! CAN ANYONE HEAR ME
#having a day ^_^#I love being kind I just wish other people loved being kind more#people on the internet are SO FUCKING MEAN TO EACH OTHER???? its a terrible phenomenon#I have never seen people in real life treat others badly with the horrifying proportion of hate I see online#please. try to be kinder try to be more patient even when its frustrating#I have changed minds and deescalated arguments SO many times by being kind.#if someone is spouting misinfo in a furious rage and they're saying hurtful things? try responding with patience and kindness#even when you don't feel they deserve it. because one of 2 things usually happens#EITHER. they immediately shift their tone because you're talking to them like an equal and not an idiot#OR they continue to be horrible and it makes them look really nasty. its not a good look!! most people won't do the second thing!!#hateful online arguments has turned my mental health into a disgusting stew in the past#since I started being kind out of sheer frustration my mental health has improved a thousandfold#listen. sometimes its okay to be mean. if someone tells you to kill yourself I dont think its appropriate to give them patience and kindnes#BUT. if you treat someone like they're stupid. even if you're right!!! they won't listen to you or consider your words!!#because admitting you're right means admitting that they're stupid like you think they are. that feels bad so people won't do it#my wisdom. today I am so tired
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post-canon, due to some artefact or other, luo binghe and ming fan swap souls.
#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#ming fan#im imagining just two cultivators and one demon emperor in that spiderman meme but horrified and filled with disgust#.txt
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"And then I get sick and throw up and there's another memory that gets stuck // inside the walls of my skull waiting for its turn to talk"
#torturing myself by listening to this album on repeat#smooches them smooches them smooches them smooches them smooches them smooches th#i realized while editing this i had no clue how to make smoke...........#i was thinking of this scene while i was at work#amari works a lot of odd jobs he is constantly distracting himself with something#he wants to be so exhausted by the time his day is over his mind is quiet and all he can do is pass out#because any quiet moment makes every horrifying memory come to the surface and crawl all over his skin#but this scene specially was amari staring at a drunk couple across the street giggling and fooling around#amari would feel disgusted with them and himself because he knows he should look away#but he'd also feel this overwhelming sadness and burning jealousy because he knows he will never have those tender moments#he is genuinely terrified of himself to ever get close to anyone#aljdskjfgjfdkjdfkj#im not sure this picture actually translates that he just looks kind of sexy#mysims#simblr#the sims 4#ts4#sims 4 edit#sims 4 screenshots
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Had a dream where I commisioned a horror digital artist to draw The Guyā¢ that stars my frequent nightmares and they sent me an uncannily accurate hyper realistic digital art of The Guyā¢ at its terrifying glory at the POV of me on my bed and its mangled hands on 'my throat' and my hands grasped at its wrists. I sent the dude a 15 minute recording of me screaming and babbling nonsense in terror because i was genuinely suprised and scared that they got The Guyā¢ so scarily accurate then i sent them like $250 i think. When i turned off my phone, i saw The Guyā¢ in the reflection of the screen behind me. He lunged at me and i woke up with sore throat and a fever like DAMN
#it was legitimately terrifying especially for a lucid dreamer like me who knows im in a dream but The Guyā¢ aslo knows this#i see the guy when im like half asleep half awake which is doubly terrifying because i know i just need to Wake Up#but The Guy also knows that#and somehow only lets claw at the edges of consiousness before pulling me in then letting me go only to drag me back in#like a mangled horrifying cat that plays with its food#which is also kinda ironic cuz he wears a Pig Mask that is an actual head of a pig that he put on his head#its rotting and mangled and has flies everywhere. it LOOKS digusting and it SMELLS disgusting#tw nightmares
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jessica jones is such a fucking good show
#bluebird.txt#if you like fucked up women look no further i'm just saying#it's just so fucking good AAAGSGGAG#jessica jones#and kilgrave is the worst most disgusting most horrifying villain in anything i can remember seeing honestly#dear jesus lord how i hate him
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Please understand that, more often than not, works of fiction are a fictional exploration of concepts and ideas rather than a declaration of morality
#thereās a difference between fiction that condones disgusting things and one thatās breaking them apart and analyzing them through fiction#reading comprehension and understanding context is important YALL#please I beg learn how to separate fiction from reality folks#every so often Iāll see people making WILD claims about a person because they wrote a complex and flawed character#most of the people I know who enjoy exploring dark and questionable themes in their work are the kindest and most selfless people I know#while the people who sit atop a pedestal and judge every aspect of a stranger that they donāt know turn out to be the most selfish and vile#i should not be scared to write a story about morally questionable characters finding humanity#but yet here we are#Ive seen this kinda stuff do more harm than good too many times#sorry to post a hot take#just good lord Iām old Iāve seen this shit too many times#stop eating each other#you will see conflict and dark themes in my stories#if you cant handle messy themes in fiction please feel free to unfollow or block me for your own mental well-being#Iām sure Iāll regret posting this later but just putting it out there#hate being reminded that as a creator strangers are staring at you and making horrifying assumptions about who you are as a person
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idk guys but i think "black lady making a parody campaign of an overrated kid's book written by a transmisogynist where they mock the original book and its writer at every given venue and it barely feels like the original" is not nearly equatable to "white guy making a joke about an asian trans woman having a dick in her intro, immediately calling attention to it by laughing at his own joke, and not developing that poor trans woman as anything more than a mildly antagonistic force/love interest for another trans person"
#š#transmisogny tw#a post about the tags of a post#mismag does at times feel a bit milquetoast at times with its criticisms of the books and its creator amounting to:#'look! this kid's book has narrative inconsistencies! funny! also jkr sux fuck terfs... ok back to stupid bri'ish wizards"#and i think aabria's statement on why she made burrow's end#about how just saying 'jkr sucks' doesn't mean anything if you don't actually move past it (hp) and address your own biases#felt far more mature than mismag's thesis statement of IT'S STUPID SO LET'S MAKE FUN OF IT which is reductive#and the new season of mismag doesn't look hp inspired at all so ngl for me it's fingers crossed#likewise i know this was years ago and brennan has grown but i do NOT blame trans women for being disgusted or horrified at that joke#because it isn't just poor taste. it's just flat out HA HA SHE HAS A DICK! as the joke#and they did the cis person thing of putting the Only Two Trans People in a relationship and worse yet#the guy is an actual pc and the woman is just a mean nag. how did he drop the ball on that and make t4t feel like cishet boomer humor#so if that sours d20/dropout/unsleeping city/brennan as a person for you i don't blame you
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Chappel Roan saying sheās sad sheās demisexual and then thereās me being aroace as a whole like donāt you think Iām even more sad š
#not saying sheās not allowed to feel sad at all#just makes me think about myself LOL#I hate being aroace itās like everyoneās part of a secret club I will never be a part of#and that people donāt tend to understand and if they do they never uphold that fact#like I actually have thrown up before from the concept of being in a relationship because itās horrifying#and disgusting to me in a practical sense#like I donāt want to throw up every time I start thinking about those things I just want to be normal#and not panic like a relationship sounds like even worse than a death sentence#ppl think aroace is cute and problem free but itās literally so uncomfortable and inconvenient when youāre in a world which a) doesnāt#understand wth aroace is b) doesnāt respect it at all c) has shit povs on what friendship is and how it can be more fulfilling than somethin#and d) how badly it impacts some ;-; like ik it sounds easy but try telling yourself omg I want to have a forever bestie#but then said forever bestie will never end up truly putting you first because theyād have a partner who will be their number one#and as usual you wonāt even be second place you will be last like always#because Iāve noticed that the moment ppl get a partner suddenly they become their forever bestie role and then I canāt have that cause it#freaks me out and disgusts me all at once so Iām literally just cursed with forever feeling lonely and not meaning anywhere near as much to#someone who you wish could even look your way the way you do to them ā¦#honestly by the day these reminders make me feel more and more aplatonic but itāll simultaneously always feel like a hole in my heart#because apparently being aroace is like being some weird person and some freak#and not in the š»šāÆš¶šš type of connotation LMAO I mean just plain freak#and then that loneliness will always accumulate and accumulate and accumulate until I physically cannot handle it anymore or I take matters#into my own hands and just off with her head to myself LMAO#dora daily#and that is why despite aroace being cool to me itās just not placed in an environement which makes it cool#as those assholes tend to say oh meh meh meh you never struggled girl ā¦ weāre in the 21st century every person in the lgbt community is#living the life dating who they want and being with who they want#but allegedly it is but a crime I canāt like anyone and that nobody fucking listens to me when I say I have an attraction deficit#and that they take it upon their hands to define what Iām attracted to or head canon me as whatever they are#I swear Iām not even fucking worth that shit just leave me alone š#I promise like if I was with somebody they will regret the day they were born by being with me LOL I am not all that in fact me being aroace#is saving them from torture ā ļø anyways ! rant over :3
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sorry to post a negative wof thing but sometimes i remember the āmorrowseer is moonwatcherās dad but no one knows or cares, its just this quirky trivia thingā bit and get irrationally frustrated. like if you didnt have any ideas on what to do with that tui then you couldve just. not done it.
#it literally makes no sense why she shouldnt know beyond āāsome stray thoughts her mom accidentally let outāā either#like ok iirc secretkeeper was barring her own mind from her. however she did that#but youre telling me that No One Else ever thought about morrowseer and his crimes#none of the nightwings none of the rainwings no one ever thinks about the queens right hand man#who orchestrated crimes against dragonkind and ruined so many lives or was a hero to some of them#no ones ever spared that guy a second thought?#or like- did no one know secretkeeper was morrowseers wife? did no one connect the dots that her secret baby was probably morrowseers secret#secret baby? its not like no one knew she was pregnant with his kid right???#NO ONE that ever looked at moon and directed hostile thoughts abt her that affected her self worth ever went āāoh shes morrowseers baby#of course SHE was spared our same traumaāā#NO ONE HAS THOUGHT ABOUT HIS CRIMES???? NOT A SINGLE ONE???#wouldnt this contribute to her mistreatment and anxiety since he used his supposed power to hurt and manipulate people??#butā¦. no tee hee its this silly little bit of trivia we wont delve into#like. againā¦. you didnt HAVE to make morrowseer her dad!!#like it comes across like tui came up with the idea of having the new protag be related to the previous antagonist and thought it was cool#but then didnt have any real ideas beyond that so she just made it this weird unspoken ironic fact?#likeā¦. no i dont think its this ironic scene that she finds his literal corpse in the volcano and doesnt know its him#and doesnt seem that horrified by it#she should see that and feel incredibly complicated and disgusted feelings
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Hi, I'm new here. Is Kelly a pedophile?
You're new here and THIS is your first question?! I know I'm an extreme horror creator but man I don't enjoy typing certain things, why you gotta be like this...???
ā my actual reaction to reading this
#every crime known to man goes on in hellcrew let's just put it that way ok#it's extreme horror it's meant to horrify and disgust and disturb
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omg i would love to know his thought process!! im not patient enough for the long game š«
Basically he feels like he's done a really good job this lifetime, got her to be with him and keep her so far even though taehyun is in the picture. He's very frustrated about her having the dreams and he was wary of them from the start because of this. He feels like gods are giving her the dreams because he's been doing well before them and now they're just getting worse.
When she remembered the rape, he was angry at the gods and himself rather than her. He's angry that he did something that has hurt her and caused her to be scared of him and not want to be with him and he is disgusted at himself, not her, and that's why he didnāt want her to touch him or for him to touch her. He wishes he never did it but he has to pay for it again and again (which ofc is deserved and none of this is an excuse for him just his thought process). He knows he messed up and he knows that it's his fault.
He thought he could forget about it because she doesn't have her memory and he could start over but she remembers now and he's forced to face what he's done and how he's betrayed her trust and violated her.
It's funny because in a way he wants her to remember their past because he wants her to remember her memories with him and her love for him because that's what makes them them you know? but he also wants a fresh start and a chance to make things right (though he always either ruins it or when he's doing well the gods intervene to fuck it up for him)
#hope this makes sense#but yeah he was mad and disgusted at himself#and horrified that she now remembers#and he doesn't know what this means or what to do#will she leave him?#will she forgive him?#will she even realize those are memories?#it's all just driving him crazier#mort talks#yamqn sequel#heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i
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my god. skinny people really just have like. No Idea huh just absolutely not a single clue lmao it's almost funny to watch fr but then id lie if i said i wouldn't fucking kill to be able to be that ignorant
#girl i am SO sorry people react with surprise when you say you're studying to be an opera singer because you're#*checks notes* skinny and attractive. so so sorry that must be literal hell for you huh how will you ever recover :((((#no no please keep talking about how equally bad that is to the brutal fucking fatshaming and ED glorifying#in the industry that me and the only other fat girl in the room were talking about before you interrupted us <3#anyway. we were talking about this one review of a quite famous professional music critic whose only comment about a fat mezzo in the cast#was 'miss xyz.... lose some weight'. not a single word about her singing/acting/whatever. but yeah no you're too sexy for an opera singer#and THAT is the real problem here girl i totally understand yeah <3 thoughts and prayers dearest.#earlier that same day this same girl was standing next to me in her bodycon dress and went#*pointing at her stomach that's so flat its almost concave* 'ughhhh what do i have to do to not look pregnant in this dress š©š«'#and i said 'girl' and just looked at her and like the sudden horrified realisation on her face was lowkey hysterical#like omg you really did forget you're not talking to your other skinny friends with whom you can pat each other on the backs#and reassure each other that 'dw girl ur not fat at all ur so so sexy!' huh sjshsjshsjs#but yeah i dont like making people uncomfortable irl so i did reassure her she looks hot and pretty and skinny as all shit#let at least one of us have a nice evening and not feel Absolutely Fucking Disgusting ig <3#and the day before that after i saw our (last ever btw never photographing myself with them ever again <3) picture and had a mini break down#the other even skinnier and smaller and petite-er crouched down next to me with the most guilty fucking expression and quietly asked me#if im alright and do i want her to delete those pictures (that she posted on two separate social media pages) and like#the look of immense fucking pity on her was even worse than seeing those pictures#like i know she meant well and was trying to be nice but my god. this really is how you all see me huh#like looking like me would be fate worse than death for yall#not even gonna mention the thing i just learned this friday that the retired ballerina who leads our ballet classes said about me#trying to cheer up the other fat girl who happened to have a bit of an emotional breakdown in the middle of the class :)))))))#like i am sooooooo so glad and honoured to be an inspiration to you. really. always happy to help. the exemplary Fat Girl Who Fucking Sucks#But Doesnt Let It Bother Her <333333#like on one hand. yeah it really does make me wanna jump off a cliff. but on the other. its just hilarious sjdgsjsgsj#you sure are right miss ma'am. i sure don't let this bother me at all. i am famous for my uncanny ability to Not Be Bothered by all this <33#but shes new. its ok. how could she know about the last two years when i was getting panic attacks and sobbing myself to sleep every tuesday#but yeah no. [lauren cooper voice] am i bovvered? am i bovvered tho? i aint even bovvered!
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